Well it seems I spoke to soon. After my second to last post where I was all ‘la la la, my energy levels are fabulous on these new meds, they must be working, la la la”, I (I guess inevitably) woke up the following Monday morning feeling as though I had been hit by a bus. Suddenly, literally from one day to the next my energy levels were AWOL, I felt bloated, heavy, exhausted. It’s bizarre because initially I never really felt bad. Yes I was pretty tired bout then my little man doesn’t sleep (like…ever, LOL) so I just figured that was why…but when I started these new meds I immediately just became my old self again! Normal suddenly seemed super-human, and it was so, so nice to be so energetic again. Now that I’m back to my ‘old’ self it’s awful and I’m really battling to adjust to the fatigue and exhaustion. The only good thing about giving in and taking the Eltroxin (if it comes to that) is the hope that it will then make me feel like I was feeling a few weeks ago. A-MAZING 🙂
I’m still taking all the meds, everything as recommended but it’s as if I’ve suddenly become immune to them. I can’t say I’m not disappointed, because now suddenly I feel as though any hope of curing my thyroid problem naturally is gone. I’m still clinging on to the hope that I may be wrong – after all no matter how healthy and ‘normal’ our bodies are nobody feels like an energiser bunny ALL of the time…but my gut feeling is that this is not working anymore.
Regardless though I am very excited – my next homeopath appointment will be in 5 days or so, and then we should (hopefully!!!) be able to move forward with surrogacy stuff! If the meds HAS worked then I’ll be able to contact the agency with “I’m cured and ready to move forward!” and if it hasn’t worked I’ll contact them to say “I’m taking Eltroxin and ready to move forward”. So big yay for that! I’ll most probably have my appointment on Thursday/Friday, and will update after that!! Yaaaay 🙂